Saturday, August 31, 2013

Psalm 18


The sky is darkened with the threat of an encroaching thunderstorm.  The wind swirls about with its melodious tune making the grass of the fields dance and sway to the sound of nature.  Thunder cracks and lightning breaks forth to illuminate the scene laid before us.
A man not tall in stature, but noble of heart stands alone amongst this impinging darkness.  His sword welded within his iron grasp is ready to do his masters biding.  Fear does not penetrate his thoughts.  Surrounding our warrior is an evil which cannot be matched within our world.  The enemy is grotesque…perverted in ways man cannot fathom.  But these creatures are not human.  Their eyes glow red from the flame of hate which dances about inside of them.  Their teeth are coated with flesh and filth.  Acidic slime forms at the corners of their mouth.  Grungy, falling-out, black hair favors the fortunate few.  Scars coat these demons from head to toe.  The evidence of fear and torture emits from every fiber of their beings.  What’s left of their mind is riddled with this one thought, “Kill this fleshling before me!”   This army is birthed in Hell. 
Our lone soldier knows the odds.  He is not frightened, yet the thought of disappointing his master with a failure grips his heart.  In his last moments before the enemy’s charge he calls upon his god, “I cannot win this battle without you!  Save me from my enemies!  Lord, I need you!”
The sounds of nature create a mellow sonnet as the hounds of Hell begin their advance.  The king’s warrior grips his sword and makes ready his shield in preparedness for the onrushing evil.  More lightning brightens the sky and more thunder rumbles the earth.  However, after the thunder's solo the earth continues to shake.  The surrounding mountains begin to tremble and quake.  Hailstone and flaming coals fall forth from the heavens.  Trumpets sound, and the dark cloud part to show four magnificent godlike creatures soaring downward to the earth below.  Yet, these creatures with four heads, wings of gold, and armor layered with diamonds are the not the leading focus.  Sitting atop these demigods is the most glorious, the most majestic, the most royal and grandiose figure of all.  Yet in his glory, there is a fear the proceeded him…a fear to anyone that should harm His children.     
Our warrior’s prayer has been answered.  His Lord came down from on high to vanquish his enemy.  The evil horde which had seemed so terrifying was obliterated in the blink of an eye and sent forthwith back to Hell.  The battle is won!!!

Psalm 18:3-13
“I call upon the Lord who is worthy to be praised, and I am saved from my enemies.  The chords of death encompassed me; the torrents of destruction assailed me; the chords of Sheol (Hell) entangled me; the snares of death confronted me.  In my distress I called upon the Lord; to my God I cried for help.  From his temple he heard my voice, and my cry to him reached his ears.  Then the earth reeled and rocked; the foundations also of the mountains trembled and quaked, because he was angry.  Smoke went up from his nostrils, and devouring fire from his mouth; glowing coals flamed forth from him.  He bowed the heavens and came down; thick darkness was under his feet.  He rode on a cherub and flew; he came swiftly on the wings of the wind.  He made darkness his covering, his canopy around him, thick clouds dark with water.  Out of the brightness before him hailstones and coals of fire broke through his clouds.  The Lord also thundered in the heavens, and the Most High uttered his voice…”

The scene painted at the beginning was not too hard to create.  All I did (as you may have noticed) was just elaborate on that which David has written here in Psalm 18. 
Psalm 18 has been one of my most favorite chapters ever since I accepted Jesus into my life almost two years ago.  Just recently I decided to memorize it.  Since I have been dwelling upon this chapter God has been revealing some things to me and that is what I want to share.
 The first thing God showed me was the manner in which David prays to Him.  In verse 3 David says, “I call upon the Lord…and He saves me.” David asks for God’s help and God sends it.  The thing though that I caught in this verse was the picture David paints of the simplicity of prayer.  How I see this verse is David just picks up his phone and asks God if He has some time to chat.  So many people today (myself included) think praying is this sacred (to an extent, yes) time of in-depth seeking and asking followed generally with tears and hours of turmoil while we talk with our heavenly father.  Something I realized in this last week and a half of memorizing and studying this passage is something everyone is told as a child…prayer is simply talking with God.  We humans make prayer out to be a complicated thing.  The reason I highlighted the word “talk” is because that’s what prayer is.  My prayer is that for me, and every other believer, that we don’t get so wrapped up in the religiosity of praying that we forget that prayer is a simple matter of conversing with Jesus. 
The second thing that I took from this passage is the fact that God, in all his glory and might, takes that time to come to earth shaking mountains, trembling the earth, and raining fire to fight an enemy which he has been fighting from the beginning of time for one little human being.  The love Christ has for us is immense…but yet, it is still forgotten.  Christ’s love is what I’ve been reminded of in Psalm 18.
The first commandment is Love God and the second is love your neighbor.  If you bake the gospel down it’s all about love.  Sometimes we have a tendency to forget what God has done for us.  This passage in Psalms has reminded me of the love that Christ has specifically for me as an individual.  Jesus doesn’t love us as a group, He loves each one of us as a separate and distinct person.
So my challenge from God, and I encourage you to join me, is this: remember daily what Christ has done because of love and don’t complicate that which is not meant to be complicated. Prayer: just talking with Jesus. 

 


Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Home is were the heart is at...or is it?

Some say home is where the heart is at.  Well if that is true then where exactly is my home?  My heart is in several places such as: Wisconsin, Haiti, with my friends spread across the world, with my family, with my cat, with my guitar…you get the point.  My heart is pretty widely spread across this world.  So how can I really say where my home is? Well in the song This World Is Not My Home it says, “This world is not home, I’m just passing through…” That comes from the scripture in 1Peter that refers to us as being sojourners of this land.  So, going along those same lines, when I think of where my home really is in terms of my heart, I come to the conclusion that my home is not where my heart is but where God’s heart is.
This thought was sparked within me as I just returned (to Haiti) from a visit with my family and friends in Wisconsin…where one of my homes is. :)  While there (I cannot lie) I had thoughts of, “I kind of want to stay home.  I miss my family and friends.  I miss understanding everyone all the time.  I miss the comforts that America has.  Living in Haiti is hard.  I’m going back to a lot of responsibilities... “The list goes on.  However, shortly after landing in Haiti I knew that this is where my earthly home is (for now).
 I know this because God’s heart is with the orphaned and widowed as referred to in James 1…and consequently my heart is with them too.  God has birthed within me the desire to give my life to serve these little parentless kids.  Psalm37:4 says, “Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart.”  Well I’m here to declare that God’s promise here in Psalms is so true.  However, when we delight ourselves continually in the Lord, our desires don’t always stay the same.  So the desire of being  a millionaire so we can buy all kinds of things to satisfy our flesh may change into wanting money not to fulfill our lusts but to bless others.  Or the desire to be somebody because you enjoy being the center of attention may change into wanting attention so that you can make Jesus the front of all and the center of everything.   Whatever it is that you think you want, I’m here to testify that once you make Jesus your joy and delight in Him that the things you want change.  The thing I want right now (because God download this within my heart) is to serve the fatherless.  I’ve been doing that ever since I got to Haiti however I just started (when I returned on August 12th) a new role as being a fulltime caretaker to a little boy and a little girl.   When I say fulltime caretaker I mean that they live with me and I feed, bathe, clothe, play with, teach, correct, and the rest of the things that go along with the whole parenting gig.  Yep that’s right, Shane has become a father :)  These children have been part of our crèche for a couple years now and recently our leadership decided to put them in more of a one-on-one (or in my case one-on-two) care.   Now if you had asked me six months ago when I was coming to Haiti if I thought I would have been a foster dad, I would have said nope.  But God’s plan and desires have a way of directing us (me) to do that which He wants and that which His heart is yearning for.  His heart longs for the fatherless to have a father and while these children are in the adoption process I get the honor of being a father to them.

So my parting thoughts are this: be open to letting God download His heart within you.  Until you do that, you may not know where you want to go or what your purpose in life is.  God always has a plan and always knows what He is doing.  Let his heart become your heart and you won’t be lost for a home, for a purpose, or for that matter, anything in life.